Monday, October 23, 2006
I finally did it
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Sunday, October 22, 2006
Bloody hell, I can't find a way to trade mew into my crystal. Too many problems linking the vBoy with yellow and silver.
I want a mew!!
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Undeniable truth, I HAVE to use chinese in my L1R5 for this term's results omg. Like, it scored higher than my bio and physics, and it kinda sucks but I guess there's a good first time for everything, haha. I don't know whether to be happy or not coz jia sheng's results are similar to mine. lol, but I don't know what will happen either when they add in the first semester, which, truth to be told, can't get any worse than this.
Aiyo... I want to study already. This kind of results sucks more balls than lollipops I tell you. Study harder! But maybe I can't? I don't care man, the thought of so many people overtaking me is very unnerving. I can't really imagine the look on my mum's face when she sees the overall results. Like, where's the $500??? lol.
I keep thinking about all those things. Drill, cca, computer, games, etc etc. Man, if it isn't the simplest pleasures of life that make you forget what your goals are. Today I buried myself in my drilling trying to think of what would my life be like when I'm in sec4. The more I think, the more I think that a sec4 life really sucks to a simply undescribeable point. I would have no freedom for the things I want to do because I'll be hooked to the O-level bug. No drill, no cca, no computer, no games. FUCK!!! The simplest of pleasures in life cannot be enjoyed fully when I know that I have something big coming up. And full enjoyment comes when EVERYTHING is over. That's the same feeling I got during PSLE. Like, no matter how much I played or fooled around, there's always that bloody voice at the back of my head calling out "PSLE COMING LIAO LAH". Like, I don't really think I'm gonna enjoy whatever I do now because we still have the camp.
Hmmm, I got so deep into drilling that I even started a new routine! My triples are decaying from lack of practice. My 'lockjaw' is also feeling weirder and weirder. But I think my inverse ninja and swordplay are getting better. Man, I love it when my drill's original enough. I seriously don't know when I am going to propose our helmet idea to mr lim. Seems like I can't find any supplier of helmets. It's not really as if we really needed helmets for protection or what. Furthermore we will have to redesign the current uniform to accomodate the bloody helmet. I can tell you that given skills and planning there should be no need for 'protective gear'. Please, I would imagine the military police's helmets caving in upon impact with a rifle anyway. Unfortunately, that's the only way that we can continue our tossing and god tosses. Someone find me a good helmet please.
My pokemon crystal is getting along real good. Got a lot of great stuff from trading etc lol. Oh ya, my brother once mentioned something really interesting to me. He said that life should have a 'save' and 'load' button. That way, we could 'save' one point of time in our lives and if something goes wrong, we could just hit the 'load' button to restore ourselves back in time. Sounds kinda cool. Imagine, I could just give some asshole a nice whack and press the 'load' button to load back into time, as if nothing had happened at all. Life can be a bother sometimes. Wouldn't it be good to press a reset button or something?
Haiz. I want to go back to school and get down to some serious drill. It really takes my mind off alot of things. All the little worries in life can be released with each execution of a move. A rising sun can get my thoughts off worries, a successful triple can bring huge satisfaction even if nobody's watching. Self-attainment seems pretty rewarding. Hmm, drilling sounds like drinking to me. Crash all your worries into it! From the moment I pick up the weapon till I put it down, nothing but inspirational essence passes through me. Perhaps nobody feels this, cause it sounds like crap, but it's definitely better than drinking. Not everybody understands drill like we do.
Only a year left in this school. I myself am going to decide what to do with it. Life is a highly realistic, highly interactive, beautifully rendered video game. It's my own game and I alone will choose how I want to play it.
I know how I'm going to play it though:
EXTREME difficulty!
ONE life!
ONE-HUNDRED % HP!
ZERO revival!
ZERO backup copies!
ZERO GAMESHARK!
- I SWEAR!!!! -
Best of luck in your own game of life, people.
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Papers were crap. Not to say that other people are shocked, I'm shocked at myself, which I usually am not.
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Monday, October 16, 2006
I'M DYING! #$%&!
I'm cooped up at home with NOTHING TO DO. I wanted to go out and jog like I did the other day but my legs were still aching. I don't feel like going out to swim either. I think I would like very much to go to school. It's better than anything else, frankly. lol.
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Saturday, October 14, 2006
It's great to have friends who don't blab or rat on you, lol. Secrets are meant to be secrets, man.
It's 2am my friends! Siao, still so many people online you know. Everybody's energy cells seem supercharged after exams.
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Friday, October 13, 2006
Fcuk, I had dreams of wierd things that I really don't want to see at all. It's been long since I slept late into the morning.
Exams finally over, but I still don't feel liberated... I think it's because we still have to wait for the results to come out. Man, I shiver at the thought of getting back crap papers.
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Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Paper today was actually quite ok, the problem is that I'm just careless as hell. My worst mistake today was that I put an acute angle as 106 degrees. Can you believe that.
Power anot, haha. This time the final year is not very good at all. I think I cannot maintain my position, too much crap I've been doing, lol.
The last paper is tomorrow!!!
Had a frustrating time studying today. I've only realised things now that other people have realised a long long time ago...
Chemistry is my bane. But since it's the last exam already, might as well cough up every effort.
Cheers to the end of exam, man!
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Sunday, October 08, 2006
Wah crap sia, all those trigo graphs are a headache. I'm starting to wonder why I didn't know anything about them until today, THE DAY BEFORE A MATHS!!!
lol.
About other things, I've finally mastered the sonic and thumbspin 1.5!! Next up will be sonic rise.
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Friday, October 06, 2006
Oh no I thinking it's getting to me again.
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